I Hate Myself And Want To Die
March 5, 2009 at 8:59 am | Posted in Life, school, Uncategorized | 3 CommentsApparently I’m just tired. But I think there’s more to it than that.
I don’t think sleep is going to fix anything.
I’m sick of being sick. I just want to wake up and feel normal. No more headaches or dizziness. Just normal. Yeah fucking right.
To make matters worse, my skin has decided it hates me again. It’s all eczema and itchy and horrible.
School is shit. I’m sick of all the SACs and assessments. My parents act like getting a C is the end of the world. For fuck’s sake, it’s what I should be getting!
I’m sick of the social groups and the rules. I’m sick people assuming that I want to root every guy I talk to.
I’m sick of wearing the stupid uniform, which was quite obviously invented by a man. It is the most impractical outfit they could have come up with.
I don’t know what to do about school. I’m considering quitting. I don’t know what I’d do. But I don’t know if I can handle another 2 years of this.
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stay with us. i know it might not b the best advice, but one day, u might just look back and say it was worth the struggles.
im actually lost for words, im not exactly inspiring like Pritika or Nat etc, sorry =(
btw, what social groups and rules are u meaning? and who the hell assumes u want to root the guy u talk to?! (god i would b a nutter to say that if im the culprit..)
sleep well, sleep helps A LOT =D
the long weekends are coming soon! (thats your new goal! – to make it thru till the long weekend hehe)
Comment by Mr. Cho— March 5, 2009 #
Lauren don’t hate yourself and please, I don’t want you to die. You’re an awesome friend and I really don’t think I could have survived Camberwell if I didn’t find u. Keep on living because one day you will find that life is worth it!
Comment by Pritika— March 7, 2009 #
Handle it – it isnt long to get some qualifications, and a lifetime to regret not even trying.
Feeling like shizz is never fun – like migraine is part of my (almost) daily life. Some people call it character building, others say it’s because of bad karma. I say it’s because life is random.
Chill. G =]
Comment by Gurney— March 22, 2009 #